hee hee.. todae so happy wif my result... gotten an ace for acct overall... hee hee... then gotten a B for oral com... hee hee... been gettin Bs all the way wor.. but quite happy le since my English not that good...
todae damn Piggy sia... slept for 12 hours... almost late for sch... lolx... and i suppose to start sch at one.. hell... lolx... kana influence by my dear dear la... lolx.. everydae oso tell me he goin to sleep awhile.. lolx... =P James called yesterdae to chat again... erm... so long nv hear from him le... suddenly call me... thought wat sia.. lolx... in the end, he lectured me abt not goin to sch... lolx... remembered in the past is i who lecture him abt not goin to sch... now the oppo... lolx... so funny... then he started to talk abt De yuan n me when i mention he n someone very close.. lolx... so i realise he got jealous when i very close wif another guy... well.. surprise surprise... lolx... that mean he cared abt me b4.. lolx.. well.. i lag... i juz realise... lolx.. sorri james... lolx... glad we still frens yeah.. hee hee... sometime being frens are much happier... dun u agree??? (to joel oso... lolx...) at least u keep to one promise yeah... lolx... (^(oo)^)
now waiting for time to pass... then can call dear dear... hee hee.. miss him so much... this weekend goin to see him once last time then must study le... hai~ can't accompany him for a month... hai~ how am i suppose to survive?? h@I~ i talkin till like wun meet forever like that sia... lolx... i mad le... btw, yesterdae i realise one thing, why does guys like to tell the girl he talkin/smsin to call her stead?? lolx... Jealous?? Or juz purely wan her to call her stead?? but then if that is the case, why sms or call her?? lolx... guys are weirdo... anyone, plz tell me wat guys are thinkin... lolx.... erm.. i dun write le... i go chit-chat wif my frens.. byeZzZz!!!
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hee hee... finally finished all projects... can rest till thursdae... lolx... but exams comin le... so got to do alot of work oso... hai~ got to study hard wor... promised dear i wun fail de...
now let's start on my Saturdae life ba... Last sat went to atrium wif dear.... wanted to catch a movie but then damn crowded... so too bad.. lolx... end up, we stayed in arcade whole dae... which is usual now le.. lolx.. but reali am happy juz spendin time wif him... erm... but i think he kinda neglectin his frens ba... keep askin him to go out wif them or hang out wif them longer... but he keep sayin nvm de... hai~ it is good that he wanna spend more time wif me but then i reali dun wish that he neglect his frens lor... anyway, next sat can't see him le.. i can't go out le... got to prepare for exam.. so think that time he will accompany his frens le ba... well, sat i reach home at ten... hai~ if i no curfew i wun even come home...then can pei him whole dae.. lolx.. think too much le..

Sundae, we went to fl then went to see his grandma again.. this time, she was sleeping... at least her condition stable le... not gettin worst which i think is a good sign ba... i didn't send dear to pasir ris wor... cause got to go home n do project oso got to pei my parents go eat dinner... hai~ sorry wor dear... sundae we oso stayed at fl whole dae... went over to his hse in the evenin time.. but for awhile only... but am glad to spend the dae juz wif him.. =)


todae, i felt so sad n bad... suppose to do the econ question 3 de.. i did le n sent to Felice but she didn't receive.. end up she n shu hui both do the project till six plus in the morning.. haI~ i'm sorry guys... i should have send it out alot of times n come online to meet u guys at nite de.. sorri... todae reach home i slept awhile...finally havin peaceful sleep.. lolx... missin my dear so much... later go call him le... blog again when i free ba.. bye peeps!!!

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juz now went to TTH wif WX... saw his grandma there... she is suffering in so much pain.. even i seeing her i oso feel like crying lor... hai~ i reali hate goin to hospital....
i noe growing old and dyin is part of life... but aren't it a little too cruel??? it is painful to part wif one that u cherish and love.. juz now see WX there crying, i reali dun noe how to console him... i felt so helpless at that point of time.. hai~ remembered how my grandma was b4 she die... she is suffering so much... hai~ so many tudes and machines surroundin her.. hai~ WX's grandma seen so thin n sufferin... hai~ life is so cruel... God, why create us and make us suffer??? hai~ hope she goin to be alrite ba... hate to see ppl sad... hai~ may god bless her and may she recover soon...
i go do my project le ba... no mood to write oso... erm.. byeZZZ!!!!!
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yoz yoz... now is 2:50 le... todae is my second month anniversary wif WX wor... hee hee... so happy... time passing fast wor... later i goin pasir ris to meet him wor... he reaching pasir ris at five... (^(oo)^) oink oink!!!
time passing fast wor... think i need to catch up wif my work le.. especially acct and stat... haI~ didn't noe i skipped so many lessons... lolx... all the e.g. and tutorial blank blank de... this week i nv skipped any lesson wor... lolx... first time... lolx... * i noe some ppl gonna sae me act guai only* lolx... todae dad so early reach home... one pm wor... siao de... earlier than me... dun noe is he working or am i workin... kaoz... next week the projects will finally be finish le... juz one more week... so i must learn to endure... missing my dear dear so much wor.. hai~ that hui ting hor, reali noe how to put aeroplane sia... todae wanna meet me de... then twelve plus called me n sae meet 1:30 cause she need to do something... then nearer to one, she sms again n sae she need to accompany her mum to buy oven.. lolx... i think i very long nv see her le wor... wonder how come she nv go out wif Davin... mayb quarrel ba... hope she is ok...
i dun write le.. i go rest for a while... haven't has any time to rest this week... update u again soon yeah??
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erm... todae very tiring wor... h@i~ been doing project since morning 9 am till 4 pm todae... tire wor... hai~ still haven't reali finish wor... got to add more points into it... hai~ dun reali feel like doing it... but i dun have a choice ba... waiting for next tuesdae... project will finally end... i surely go celebrate de... hee hee...
now waiting for dear dear to sms me... todae he hardly smsed me... tire ba i guess... somemore sick... hai~ worry abt him wor... 21 yrs old le but sometime still behave like a kid like that... piggy.... this week he booking out on fridae wor... hee hee.. on our 2nd month.. so happy!!! last fridae he bluffed me wor.. lolx.. actually is givin me a surprise... told me sat then book out then fridae nite ask me go downstair my hse and meet his fren to take something for him.. end up, he appear downstair my hse... scared me... lolx... but was reali surprised and it is very sweet of him... =)something abt WX makes me believe that he reali love me... i dun noe why... mayb because of the way he treat me ba... glad to noe that i still matter to him... he even promised to love n dote on me forever... *wonder whether can he reali do it anot* hope he can ba... till now we haven't even quarrel b4 wor... goin to 2nd month le... hope we will always be this happy ba... hee hee... i wan to be xing fu de xiao mei mei... lolx...
i go rush my project le ba... nite nite... blog again when free k??? tata...
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21/9/04
the b-dae of my blog... happy b-dae blog... kinda stressed up by all the recent projects & stuffs... having a terrible dae todae... yesterdae was rushing the POM project, todae rushing the IT project. tml still got to rush the oral com project... Poly sux sia...
juz read my ex de blog.. nv realise i brought him so much sadness when i went stead wif WX. hai~ if i has noe earlier, i wun le... hate making ppl feels so sad... sumtimes, i still wonder if i nv went stead wif WX mayb i and him reali can last forever... but then i oso noe i juz lying to myself... i shouldn't be thinkin so much now... should concentrate on my studies and be contented wif my life... but can i?? i miss him... i miss the past we shared... can feel that he still cares... but then does it still matter now?? dun think so ba.. guess he already juz treat me as a fren le... u noe, i am glad that when he book out, the first person he sms is me... it shows that he still remember me... hai~ i thinkin again...
anyway, am glad that out of 6 subjects i took, i passed 4... lolx... failin rate only by one to five pts... still not bad... (except IT) plus i gotten 2 aces... erm... not bad wor... everytime skip lecture still can get ace... lolx... anyway, i better go rest le... blog again soon yeah... nite nite...
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