this week sch very de relaxin... gotten all my ica result le... lolx... all pass... surprisin la... lolx... erm... wx this week oso been tellin me alot of sweet things.... lolx... erm... thank dear... oso dun noe wat to blog... kinda sian... everytime blog oso blog the same thing... chinese new year comin le.. meanin got $$ liao... lolx... i dun blog le ba... this week nth to blog de... tata...

Blogged @ 10:30 AM
Don't let me go -

here i cum bloggin again... thursdae skipped the whole lesson.... lolx.... no mood to go sch... lolx...
the poly group like separating le... hai~ dun noe why oso... less communication ba... when each of us doin the project, we hardly speak anymore... but then still quite good wif jean n caithlyn.... the 3 of us always the noisest de... lolx... then oso keeps makin fun of mr chin... lolx.... like he is a fren than a lecturer lor... lolx...
chinese new year comin le wor.... but i goin broke le... lolx... got to buy clothes, pay bill, play.... argh!! go where find $$??? sian lor...
later goin to watch movie wif dear dear poly fren... confirm i very anti-social de.... lolx... dun sae i wun wor... i very shy de lor.... lolx... dun blog le... later dear dear sian half... lolx... ciao~
Blogged @ 3:41 PM
Don't let me go -

hee hee... dear dear todae bookin out le... but at around 7 plus la.... but nvm... he comin to my hse... lolx... miss him so much...
nw in sch doin project... actually is finish le... but now juz usin com... cause too bo liao le... lolx... dun noe wat to blog oso.. juz wastin my time here... dae dreamin.... lolx... how are all of frens?? wonderin.... so long nv meet up wif my secondary sch frens le... only saw hui ting yesterdae... lolx... but then so long nv juz go out wif her and ervina together le.. hai~ miss secondary life so much... oso shift apart wif all my kors le... hai~ btw, James becum my kor kor le wor.. lolx... so let's count how many kors i have.... Andy, Han Cong, Chai Seng, James, Zhong Wei, Seth, Channon, De Yuan, Kenny,Gerald, Martin & Shine.... lolx.. see, i so xin fu... lolx... so many kor kor to dote on me.. lolx.. but i only got 2 mei mei la... got to hao hao teng ta men...
recetnly so tire... u all take care wor... hope n pray that my second bro is safe n sound... ciao~

Blogged @ 1:24 PM
Don't let me go -

yoz... nw in sch yet again... lolx.. had a nice weekend at the chalet.... lolx... my bro b-dae... see him kana push into the cake... lolx... the sight is so funny... also last sat hui ting b-dae... happy b-dae to u.... enjoyed urself??? lolx... sing kbox till very fun rite?? but expensive sia.. lolx... my b-dae comin oso... lolx... (still got 8 mths) wait for me to take license ok?? lolx...
last sat nite went kbox yet again... went to sing n drink... lolx... was 50% drunk... was drinkin on an empty stomach... lolx... but didn't reali drink much la... so this means my drinking skill sux... lolx... better dun drink too much... but then i still manage to go back to the chalet... from amk to pasir ris... lolx... so not bad ba... lolx...
that nite quarrel wif him again..... as i am drunk, i said alot of things i didn't noe... hai~ how i wish i can forget how i feel that nite... why did i feel that way?? i suppose to forget the history... the bad history... sorry kor to make u worry.... i noe it is not worth it to cry for him... but i can't stop myself... hai~ sorry dear... i didn't tell u this... cause i didn't wanna remember it... if u goin to read this, then i will be honest... in the meantime, i dun find it a pt to tell u this yet....
all i can sae now is to be happy.... to forget n forget n forget.... look towards the future... ciao~

Blogged @ 1:54 PM
Don't let me go -

yoz!!! as usually, nw in sch... lolx... haven't study for my econ yet... at 3 havin test.... hai~ wonder whether i can pass anot... hai~ no mood to study... wanna forget that person... dun wan to remember him anymore...
erm.. sian.. .dear dear todae went out field camp le... sad sia... no one pei me le... hai~ but then hor, no one going to nag at me again le... lolx... lame rite??? last nite dear keeps askin me to study... hai~ no mood how to study?? hai~ sorri dear...
i dun blog le... i go find other thing to do... tataz....

Blogged @ 11:51 AM
Don't let me go -

hai~ todae early in the morning see smthg i dun wanna noe... dun noe why i felt a pain that i thought i will nv have again... but think i am wrong.... sorry dear... reali sorry... didn't realise i got the feelin for him again... i thought i let go le... sorry... hai~
mayb he sent the sms to the wrong person ba... so mayb he did it purposely... but rite now, i dun wan to noe... juz wanna forget n let go le... the hurt he brought me is enough le ba... cried this morning when i saw that sms... hai~ why am i so stupid?? why did i believe him so easily?? how i wish i nv love him so much.... hai~ wish he happiness always... hope he n tat ger will be together ba....
dear dear recently no time for me... but think i can survive ba... got alot of things to do... projects oso coming up le... hai~ sian... then next wk got 3 ICAs... but i dun reali care anymore... wat can i sae??? hai~ my heck care attitude is comin back... then mayb oso go join OGL... lolx... so long nv go campin le... lolx...
dear, if u ever goin to read this, hope u wun be angry... k?? muack... tataz!!!!

Blogged @ 11:30 AM
Don't let me go -

Halo.... recently i too free le.. lolx... always come sch use internet.... lolx... sian leh... feel like sleeping... this week damn sian... dear dear no time for me yet again... wonder this sat wat can i do?? He at nite nine plus then book out... hai~ sad sia....
Wat can i sae??? i told him i dun mind de... but do i reali dun mind?? hai~ reali wish i can be a little bit less possesive. Think i better go get a life of my own.... then if he reali not free to accompany me at least i wun be bored... but then if i keep goin out wif guys, scare later he jealous... hai~ no one out... i oso dun click well wif gers... how???
recently i have been thinkin abt the past.... felt useless to think abt it... but couldn't stop my damn mind.... hai~ think i missin something from the past ba... at least that time my ex is not in NS, then everydae oso can pei me... hai~ think i noe wx in a bad timing... lolx... lookin back to my life, why i always believe ppl that i love n in the end gets bluffed??? Am i reali that stupid or did i let them lie to me purposely??? lolx.. i am an idiot..... lolx....
let gerald lied to me... then let joel control me... then is james.... hai~ i dun noe la... why am i suddenly thinkin of these... my past??? i hate it... can i lose my memories forever??? hai~ at least i met the guy i love most in my past... doubt i can forget abt him.... may he always be happy.... dear, missin u alot.. muack...


Blogged @ 10:04 AM
Don't let me go -