stupid blogger... i need to retype because it didn't save my draft and it didn't manage to publish it too.. so all is lost..

anyway, i was just sayin, yesterdae was the 5th year anniversary of me and dear dear... it was the second time that dear dear gave me my favourite - blue roses & a Me to U bear bear... was quite surprised as i didnt expect him to buy me anythin since we can't celebrate.. yesterday was the last dae of my confinement so i can't go out... in any case, it's Friday so even if i'm not doin my confinement, we can't celebrate too since we have to go fetch Merrick home.. anyway, the gifts were a surprise since he didnt remember our anniversary last year.. lolx.. yesterdae was the second time he gave me flowers and Me to U bear bear... yesh.. even though we had been together for 5 years.. wahahaha.. lousy dear dear right? lolx.. can't blame him la.... the first time he gave me flower, my dad says he waste $$ and ask him not to buy again.. wahahaha... wat kind of dad do i have? lolx..

sometime i wonder if we didn't get married back then, will we still be together now? i doubt so... esp since the last few quarrels we had were quite bad and knowing dear dear, if i were to say break-up, he wun coax me back de.. lolx.. in fact, till now, we had nv (yesh.. Never) celebrated V-Dae together.. so weird right? lolx..

shall end here for todae.. take care peeps.. ciao~
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i'm feeling quite blue today... dun noe why... like totally no mood to do anythin or talk to anyone.. hai~ super moody... from yesterday till now.. hai~

will end here for now... nth much to update... am counting down to the end of my confinement... finally... hai~

ciao~
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Hi all, back to blog.. yesh.. veri frequent bloggin as i'm too free and got nth better to do..

anyway, i had 2 jamu massage session so far... and it's pain... but if its goin to get my figure back, i dun mind the pain... another 5 more sessions to see whether the massage is effective or not... hopefully yes... and not waste my $$...

Baby Dylan is growin up healthy and is fine... he spends his time slpin soundly most of the time... so boring.. that's baby i guess.. lolx.. and darling Merrick... is quite fine.. loves his little brother... but dun like his grandma carry and talk to Baby Dylan.. he will get jealous a bit.. lolx.. cute...

and me.. i'm bored to death lor... can't go out.. can't do this.. can't do that.. hai~ nvm... 2 more weeks to go...

below song lydric is to share with u guys.. a veri nice song calls guo ai from KO Sanguo... also dedicated to my dear dear...

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋追尋你 時間滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油沒想走
你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以后
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際的小小宇宙 愛你的我

你聽見了嗎 我為你唱的這首歌
是為了要證明 我為了你 存在的意義
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際的小小宇宙 愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮斗 就請你讓我 說出口
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i HATE confinement... think it's worst then being in jail... there are like tons of things that i can't and shldn't do... so many restrictions..
1. cannot bath
2. cannot anyhow eat
3. must everyday also eat breakfast, lunch and dinner and make sure it's hot when u eat it.
4. cannot starve urself.
5. got time must jus slp...
6. cannot walk barefooted... must wear slipper to walk ard..
7. cannot beat ur 1st child..
8. cannot carry ur 1st child...
9. cannot go out... not even out of the door..
10. must wear long pants and t-shirt.. best if can wear long sleeve t-shirt..
and of course blah blah blah.. the list goes on and on and on... i got NO FREEDOM at all....

hai~ i just hate confinement.. it makes me feel so depressed... even when i'm studying... when i got exams and was grounded at home, it's more meaningful course i still will study knowing exams are near.. but now... confinement... i feel like a pig and not a human... hai~

in any case, my womb has not contracted fully yet and now i still looks like i'm 3 mths pregnant... and honestly, i'm not sure is it fat or just the womb not closed yet.. hai~ i need to slim down... the tummy looks ugly.. hai~

ok la... i will stop here for now.. btw, Baby Dylan full name is Pan Hong Zhang, Dylan.. i will inform u guys on his full month celebration details soon.

take care... ciao~
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