so long nv blog le... my internet still not ok yet... hai~ sian... this week slacked at home most of the time... yesterdae juz went to heartland mall wif eva... thanx ger for that skirt... reali like it alot... last fridae i went to a party wif my fren... at changi there... not bad wor... got free flow of drink... danced around most of the time... at least i got five cups of drink n i nv get drunk... lolx... realise i very long nv enjoy myself like that le... reali enjoyed myself that nite... missed my class bbq cause i too tire to go le... btw, at the party i saw a damn chio ger... her figure is so great... i so envy of her sia... hai~ wish that one dae my figure will oso be that great... but i noe it is impossible ba... lolx... dear last sat didn't book out wor... went to out-field camp... one week nv see him le... tml he then book out... hai~ then mayb i can't meet him tml... my mum b-dae... hai~ unless he can make it to the dinner lor...hai~ tml then see how ba... han chong kor kor, need to apologise to u... nv reply ur sms these few daes cause my new plan no free sms de... so sorri... when my internet ok le then i will chat more wif u k?? sorri wor~ k la.. i stop bloggin here le... to all my frens, take care yeah... n i noe it is a little late but all the best for ur exams.... tata...

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erm... i wun be online for a long time wor...cause internet down... yeah... i noe u guys wondering how come i usin the net now rite??? lolx... i at my grandma hse... erm... recently been studyin for exam...sian... but think so far i still can make it la... erm... not wif flying color but then can pass la... todae juz finish my stat exam... will make it de... but for econ, mayb can... mayb cannot... 50% ba...
me n dear still happy todae... hee hee... yesterdae he was complainin that i dun care for him... toot toot dear.... hai~ if i dun care for u, why should i call u every nite?? erm... but still hope that he wun be neglecting his frens... afterall, frens are for life...
well... i dun write le la... cause i need to do somethin... well... i update again soon yeah... tata...

Blogged @ 7:00 PM
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sian sia.. sundae n i stayed at home to study... wtf... hai~ yesterdae i brought wx to meet my dad side de family le... erm... he very de quiet... lolx... went to changi chatlet... nth to walk de... all we see is trees, leave n road.. lolx.. but got alot of old houses... looked very old n scary... but i think at nite go there hike sure very fun de.. lolx.. erm... yesterdae my dad keep talkin to dear wor... erm... very unlike my dad... dear is oso the first of my stead that my dad actually keep talkin to de... weird weird de.. lolx.. when dear came my hse last nite, my dad actually asked him to go his room watch tv... cause my dad sae ouside too noisy le... lolx... it is the first time wor.. my dad nv ask my stead to go inside his room to watch tv de... wonder wat did dear do that makes my dad like him so much.. lolx... but my bro sae he very dao... lolx.. cause he dun talk de... too shy... yesterdae my cousin keep askin him go eat.. then oso told him not to scare of her as she wun eat ppl de.. lolx... he too shy le la... lolx..
at least now i dun need to worry abt my dad n mum dun like wx le... cause it turns out that they like him alot.. lolx... mayb because he look too guai le la.. he comin to my hse later wor.. lolx.. hee hee... exams comin wor.. hai~ next thursdae... sian.... but i must study... i wanna get out of nyp in 3 years time.. i dun even wan to stay there a dae longer... lolx... hope i can do it ba... recently oso dun feel like goin out to play... kinda sian le... rather stay at home n rest.. more peaceful n save $$.... me broke le.. lolx... tonite dear goin back camp le wor.. haI~ goin to miss him so much... he got to take another photo in again.. lolx... ask him goes take the PS pizza hut girl de photo in he dun wan.. scold me siao somemore.. lolx... think i goin a little bit mad le.. lolx... i dun write le... go play game then go study le... blog again soon... tata... btw, for those who exams are comin soon too... all the best yeah... must study n stop playin le wor.. take care....

erm... now at nite wor... dear is in his bunk le... wanna continue here as i got somethin i wanna add... todae when dear came my hse, he brought me the disney disc that i wanna buy... he given me a sweet surprise... nv accept him to go buy de... thanx alot dear... reali thanx... u makes my life easier to bear wif.. reali thanx... i promise i will cherish this relationship as much as u do k??? i wan us to always be this happy n loving... glad that my dad n mum like u... hee hee... muackZzZ!!! nite peeps...
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todae is so boring.. hai~ erm... got back my stat test paper todae... fail so badly.. lolx... but who care... 10% nia... dear dear todae oso very busy... nv sms me yet again... 5 daes le... haI~ todae i very guai sia... came home at one thirty... went NTUC help mum buys things... lolx...
juz now cook jellies to eat... lolx.. but need to wait 12 hrs b4 can eat... erm.. tml then can eat.. sobbie... todae was talkin to seth kor kor... didn't go for lesson... sat outside class... we talked abt my past.. a past then i hate... but a past that brought me into being wat i am now.. a past when i now look back n realise i nv cherish... but then... it is history le... remember, when i in pri sch... i was very ugly... but i was happy... especially when i wif my 7 sisters that time... but then, when went sec sch... things goes out of control... sisters all splits out... SGS onli got me, pui leng, ervina n shi min... but then... one by one, we talked less n less... n onli me n ervina stayed in touch till now... BGR... a relationship that teaches me how to be sad... how it feels when i lose someone that i cherish... it forces me to adapt to the cruel cycle of teenage life... now, lookin back... i shouldn't start bgr so young.. i was so immature then... hai~ the price it took away is my happiness... reali missed secondary daes when hui ting, channon n han ming n me, always together... pon sch... pon lesson... but the most important thing is we have fun together... but now?? like all slowly losing contact le... each got our own lifes... hai~ reali wish that i can turn back time... then mayb i will make different decisions... hai~
seth n me oso talked abt james n joel... the 2 people that makes a different in my life... without them, i will still be wildful n unreasonable... without them, i will nv learn to care abt ppl beside me... without them, mayb i will still hate my family... no matter how much hurt or happiness they brought me, they mattered to me in the past... so rite now, i am still glad we are frens... thanx...
realise i blogged alot abt my past todae.. lolx.. I MISS DEAR... hai~ dun blog le.. i go find wallpaper for my blog.. lolx... yesterdae juz put music.. hee hee.. so happy... tata...
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hai~ for four daes he nv sms me le... i noe i noe.. he is in NS n is busy... not on holidae meh... i noe... hai~ wat more can i sae... i juz got to learn to endure lor.. 2 years nia... very fast de ba...
todae early in the morning go sch saw bu dong ge on the bus... lolx.. first time sia... todae got a book review presentation.. didn't do quite well... cause i too tire le.. then oso not prepare... but then, who care... pass can le.. lolx... i am not aimin for an ace... hai~ got to prepare for my exams le... but my mind dun wan to study... lolx... damn lazy recently... always thinkin of when to skip sch nia... lolx... but then i must keep to wat i promised to dear... tire sia... everydae like that study... bored to death sia... thinkin, if one dae can pass all my troubles to an angel n live my life carefreely, it will be very nice wor... to live like a baby... hungry, juz cry.... wan anythin, juz cry... lolx... nice rite??? but then i could like to talk... lolx... i noe, i thinkin too much le.. lolx.. but who care... this is my world... rite?? lolx... i oso wan to has the ability to watch tv... /me is mad... lolx... speakin of tv... time for me to catch my show le.. lolx.. blog again when sumthin interestin happens ba.. now all i can think abt is my dear.. hai~ tataz...
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yeah... todae i pon sch yet again.. lolx... but nv go out play... stayed at home slack one whole dae... still haven't do my acct de Hmwk... lolx... hui ting came my hse.. she still here... lolx.. waitin for her dear to come so we can go eat... hai~ tryin to starve me sia... lolx... todae dun noe wat is wrong wif me... now actually listenin to huan zhu ge ge... lolx... so long nv listen to this cd le.. erm... dear haven't sms me at all wor... sobbie... he todae so busy... 3 daes le... hai~ reali scare we will drift apart sooner or later.. *thinkin... this sat should i bring WX to my cousin chatlet??* hai~ nvm... sat then sae ba...
todae the weather so hot... haI~ actually i nth to blog de... juz sian only.. lolx... i go eat my tea break le... lolx... blog again tonite if i come online.... tata....
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yesterdae stayed in sch till nine plus... lolx... wonder when did i become so guai n stay in sch study... dun sae i act hor... i didn't need to act de... lolx... but yesterdae didn't talk to dear dear much... cause at 9+ i still on my way home... erm.. then when he sms me, can see he very tire... end up, i chase him to sleep... he todae whole dae nv sms me yet... must be busy ba... later chase him to sleep again... lolx...
suddenly remember on sundae, Shiro told me somethin... must hit the ppl that hug WX in front of me... lolx... Shiro, how am i suppose to??? so many ppl wanna hug WX... hit till my hands pain oso like that... lolx... if they wan to hug n WX nv sae anythin then let it be ba... afterall he go out wif me n stare at gers i oso nv sae anythin le... but then hor, if got ger hug him then he will noe... lolx... erm... juz a question... why does guys like to see girls even when they out wif their gf??? if they think their gf not nice, then why stead wif her?? izzit that no matter how chio is ur gf, they oso will look at other girls?? lolx... guys, plz defend for urself... lolx... todae got the IT final exam... 100% will pass even if not wif flying colour.. lolx... but todae reach home went to sleep le... lolx.. damn tire... the process of transformin into a 100% piggy... lolx.... kana influence by my dear... lolx...
erm.. very long nv hang out wif my 2 sisters le... so difficult to get a dae when everyone is free... eva, nov we go sentosa wan?? lolx.. ask hui ting go oso... i so long nv go le... miss that place... hee hee... save money hor... i will plan n contact u... k la... dun blog le... go do somethin more meaningful... lolx... blog again soon... bye peeps...
Blogged @ 7:55 PM
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erm... let's start from my weekend life ba... as usual, i spent the whole weekend wif wan wan dear... sat went to beach road wif him n ji tao... they went to buy his outfield camp de things... erm.. so long nv go there le... brought back alot of memories ba... lolx... BVM... a place that changed my life so much... lost contact wif so many of them le... the place where i noe jo... remembered the night when me, shu juan n jo went bugis play water... lolx... gotten so wet... thanx god nv got sick... lolx... but that nite was fun... should have brought camera to take photos.... lolx... then later in the afternoon, went to atruim... as usual, he was playin his game... i gotten so tire of arcade le... hai~ but dun wanna spoil his mood for playin ID... guess i juz keep silent is better ba... then at nite wanna go foodcourt n eat de... but that bunch of guys so indecisive... hai~~~ all stand there like idiot waitin for them to decide... then wanna go n someone suddenly call then all stop again... wtf.... end up i throw my temper.... hai~ hate waitin... in the end me n dear went to eat pizza hut... plain n simple... wonder why i spend so much time waitin for those guys to decide... but when we eatin he keep lookin at a girl sia.. lolx... told me that ger look like the ger xiao k like... lolx... he oso sae that ger is the most chio among the ppl that work there... lolx... then i told him need me to help him get number from the ger anot.. lolx.. in the end he told me not to bo liao.. lolx.. then at nite when he sent me home, i brought him up to meet my parents le... erm.. see him so nervous there n dun dare to talk, so cute... lolx... but dad n mum oso nv sae anythin to me... but mum asked him alot of questions... lolx... till now my parents oso nv sae anythin... cause my parents like him ba... now he should be more relieve le... lolx...
sundae went to watch movie wif him... White chick... nice wor... laugh till pengz... lolx... the first dae i spent wif him not goin to arcade wor... lolx... quite happy... hee hee... went beach road again cause he forget to buy somethin... then took bus back to his place... we talked all the way on the bus... wonder how come we got so much to talk... lolx... in the past thought he quiet quiet de... lolx.. now realise he not reali quiet... quite noise at times... lolx... but he more blur n toot than i think he is... lolx... erm.. we oso wen to see the ger xiao k like... reali look alike wif the pizza hut ger sia... lolx... but this oso means that dear think the ger xiao k like is chio... lolx... rite dear?? hee hee... erm... i dun blog le... gtg sch le.... jean ask me go do POM... lolx... blog again soon... tata...
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