todae is so boring.. hai~ erm... got back my stat test paper todae... fail so badly.. lolx... but who care... 10% nia... dear dear todae oso very busy... nv sms me yet again... 5 daes le... haI~ todae i very guai sia... came home at one thirty... went NTUC help mum buys things... lolx...
juz now cook jellies to eat... lolx.. but need to wait 12 hrs b4 can eat... erm.. tml then can eat.. sobbie... todae was talkin to seth kor kor... didn't go for lesson... sat outside class... we talked abt my past.. a past then i hate... but a past that brought me into being wat i am now.. a past when i now look back n realise i nv cherish... but then... it is history le... remember, when i in pri sch... i was very ugly... but i was happy... especially when i wif my 7 sisters that time... but then, when went sec sch... things goes out of control... sisters all splits out... SGS onli got me, pui leng, ervina n shi min... but then... one by one, we talked less n less... n onli me n ervina stayed in touch till now... BGR... a relationship that teaches me how to be sad... how it feels when i lose someone that i cherish... it forces me to adapt to the cruel cycle of teenage life... now, lookin back... i shouldn't start bgr so young.. i was so immature then... hai~ the price it took away is my happiness... reali missed secondary daes when hui ting, channon n han ming n me, always together... pon sch... pon lesson... but the most important thing is we have fun together... but now?? like all slowly losing contact le... each got our own lifes... hai~ reali wish that i can turn back time... then mayb i will make different decisions... hai~
seth n me oso talked abt james n joel... the 2 people that makes a different in my life... without them, i will still be wildful n unreasonable... without them, i will nv learn to care abt ppl beside me... without them, mayb i will still hate my family... no matter how much hurt or happiness they brought me, they mattered to me in the past... so rite now, i am still glad we are frens... thanx...
realise i blogged alot abt my past todae.. lolx.. I MISS DEAR... hai~ dun blog le.. i go find wallpaper for my blog.. lolx... yesterdae juz put music.. hee hee.. so happy... tata...
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