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Friday, February 04, 2005

hai~ yesterdae nite almost quarrel wif him... hai~ abt that valentine dae that thing... wat is wrong wif goin out wif a guy when he can't accompany me??? am i suppose to be alone that dae n stay at home to wait for him to call??? that is not me lor... i dun wan to spend everydae of my life waiting n waiting.... no pt lor.... in the past i dun even wait lor... but then i still waited for him for six months le... goin to seven months le... during these months, guys came up to noe me, i reject.... cut down my contact wif guy frens.... wat more does he want??? i noe he is insecure... but i am juz a ger lor.... my ger frens are less than ten lor... now can't even contact guys... i noe he nv ask me not to... but then i juz dun wan him to think too much when he is in NS... that's why i cut down on my guy frens.... but then some are my frens for so long le... can't i once in awhile hang out wif them??? i noe that dae is special... i oso wan to pei him lor... but then the time dun allow lor... somemore this guy i goin out wif is not interested in me lor... so wat is there to worry abt??? i noe it is his right to get jealous n angry... but anyone that noe me, noe that i always like that de lor... i am surrounded by guys... but so wat?? there is juz only friendship between us lor... between guys n gers there oso can be friendship lor... hai~ reali very tire recently... hai~ got to rush project... got to study for test.... got to teach tuition... got to tidy up my room... got to wait for him to call everynite.... now still quarrel wif him... i am not a super ger lor... i dun wan so much stress.... i hate this damn life... how i wish i can disappear from the world forever... so there will be no more stress... no more hurt... no more anger.... no more trouble... how nice will that be....
maybe heaven is reali a nice place to go... without any worries... ciao~

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