Bloody hell... early in the morning see this kind of sms... u sae u wun give up so why treat me so cold... when u called last nite, i thought mayb u juz tire... but this morning sms oso like this.... wat u wan?? if u wanna treat me like this, better break up rite?? no point lor... so wat if ppl jio me?? ur ex oso so many ppl jio... then how cum u were nv bothered abt that??? nw only one person jio me nia u already treat me like this... wat is it that u wan me to do??? u noe that by treating me like this, i will only fade away more lor.. u noe that??? last week my exam time, yet u dun even has time to talk to me... i already bear wif it le lor... everytime u call, u only reali talk to me less than 5 mins lor... did u realise??? u noe how depressed i was??? u noe how stressed up am i??? u noe that joel oso smsed me last week n we quarrelled??? i didn't even tell u these?? why?????? cause u dun even has that time to spare for me.... i noe u in NS and i got to understand... but then, i already reaching my limit le... nw u even wanna treat me so cold.... bloody hell lor... if u reali wanna give up, then juz sae... we will juz break up... u dun even has time 4 me nw again.. soon u goin taiwan.... that's worst rite??? i had nv waited for anyone... u are the first guy that i actually wait.... till now... goin to be our 8 months le... i actually waited for 7 months plus le lor... wat is it that u wan me to do??? ARGH!!!!!!!!!! last week, i sat in the living room waitin for ur call... from 9+ all the way till 11+.... and i still haven't finish studying... but then i was thinkin after talkin to u then go study ba... but u only call at 11+... u noe, b4 u called, i got so many things to talk to u de... but then the hrs spend waitin dry me off lor.. watever topic oso gone... somemore u called and always ask me to wait n wait n wait.... if u wan me to wait, then better dun call rite??? last nite oso... u noe how much i wanna throw my temper at u??? u noe?? but i still bear wif it noeing u oso dun wan to neglect me de... now i reali doubt so... i reali at a lost of wat to do le... i reali very tire le... reali feel like givin up le... somemore now ur sttitude like this... u noe how much i wanna give up last week??? but kor kor and hui ting, ervina they all sae must try to understand... at least has a talk wif u... but now??? i reali find no point le lor... i noe u r a nice guy... but then the way u treatin me now.... i reali reali wanna give up le... do u even noe how many times i cried last week juz because i felt neglected and lonely??? juz one last try... if u still treatin me this way, then no point le... i wun hang on le... somemore, u wun feel the pain de... cause u so busy...

sorry frens.. to let u guys read such a long blog... but then if i reali dun sae out... i will feel very suffocated de... i dun noe whether he will be able to see these... but then, nvm le... sometime, giving up is better than hangin on ba... very tire... hai~ ciao~
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