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Monday, May 23, 2005

Yesterdae nite talked to dear dear le... nt hiding my thinking anymore... feelin better le... but i took off the ring le... i dun wanna wear sumthin so meaninless... felt sad when i took it off... but then i rather that we start afresh lor... better then holdin onto sumthin that seem so faded off...

Hai~ these few daes reali enjoyed myself wif dear dear... sat we went to taka, hmv and PS... then sun we went to parkway parade... went there shopping... lolx... but then sumtime things can't be undo ba... whenever i saw him puttin back the ring in front of me, i felt so sad... felt that the ring is so meaninless to him... even though i try to understand that NS cannot wear ring de... but then i still can't take it ba...

no doubt that i still love dear dear alot lor... if not i long ago has already broke up wif him le... yesterdae he told me that mayb he will be goin overseas again... during nov or dec like that... suddenly, i felt that i shouldn't be commiting myself le... juz let nature takes it course ba... find it no point le...

Mayb some of u will think i very de selfish... but if u r in my shoe, how many of u will reali wait??? let's not sae he will be signing on or wat... but when u are feelin lonely and sad, wishing for someone to pei u... but the person u love so much can't be here... how will u feel?? when u need someone there to support and encourage u... but he is not here again.. how will u feel??? i dun have much true frens... n i dun wanna turn to another guy... wat will ppl sae if i did??? hai~ doubt anyone will understand...

anyway, i finally changed my blogskin yesterdae le... lolx... nice?? hee hee... like the song so much... anyway, i dun blog le... ciao~ tata...

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