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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

was reading ris and sandra ng blog... dun ask me who they are... if u have been constantly readin ppl blog, u will realise there is a few outstanding one... as young as they are (both is only 20++),
they actually went through hell... readin their blog actually taught me a lot... make me realise alot... can u be as frank as them?? can u be as honest as them?? do u have as much courage as them??? they actually blog abt things that ppl finds shameful of... things that ppl dun share online wif others... reali admire their courage...

i was always tellin my frens, watever u wanna sae, can sae riteout.. i do it... but not as often... part of me still keep things to myself... situation like cait.... i dislike their attitude n behavior... but i didn't tell them... hopin they will realise one dae... hopin i wun be the "bad" person to point it out... even to frens that juz readin my blog... that didn't noe abt my past... i haven't been honest.. so much had happened to me in the past that i didn't wanna blog abt... cause the truth is ugly... but i still dun intend to blog abt it... cause i nv noe who is readin my blog... i dun have the courage like them... lolx...

their blog actually show me that there is so many ppl that actually went through so much more than me... they manage to get out of depression... why can't i?? why must i hurt myself everytime something goes wrong?? from now onwards, it is a habit i goin to get rid of...

anyway, to frens readin this post.. how true are u to urself n others?? when u dislike a person, do u let them noe in the face?? is there somethin that u always tend to hide?? even from ppl that is close to u?? i hope not... at least a few close frens noe abt my past... huiting, ervina... they noe... ppl that was once very close wif me... they noe.. at least i can be totally true when facin them... u can??

anyway, juz wanna let hui ting, ervina n channon kor kor to noe that i reali appreicate that u guys always there whether i need it... thanx a lot... if without u guys, i think i long ago already disappear from this world le... hee hee... may our friendship last forever n ever...

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