morning... this post is meant for someone to wake up.. the world dun evolve around anyone... neither will u be the special one... u urself oso noe it takes 2 hands to clap... when ppl dun like u, both parties oso got problems... not only because of one party... u sae ur classmate dislike u... then why bother to tell us only part of the story.. why dun dare to tell every single details of the story... i wun sae much here... u noe urself... it is ur life... u decide...

u sae all ur frens dun like ur bf that's why didn't stay in contact wif u.. u sure??? take a look at the way n attitude u treat ur fren... wat's the different between u n cait then?? in some ways, cait may be even better then u... where is the u that i noe one year ++ ago?? u noe, actually am quite happy that we got to be in the same stopover... but then now... reali wondering is it such a good idea... doubt so...

for the one year ++ i realise so much... wun make use of frens?? only when u got problems then come find fren... no problem, what's frens?? we not entitled to be wif u always, u noe?? ask urself... chatlet?? did u reali open the chatlet for us to gather together?? no lor... u wanna take the chance to spend wif ur dear... it is ok u noe... but u 2 like livin in ur own world... it is suppose to be our chatlet rite?? but watever things ur dear wan, u juz wan us to do too... spare a thought for us... first nite... where the hell are u when we startin fire?? only after everythin is ready then u guys appear... second dae??? all wanna go le... but because ur dear wanna play a while more, u juz went off to accompany him... n all of us got to wait for u guys... much less to sae wat u guys did.... i dun wan to mention here... it is goin to be awkward for u guys... second dae bbq... only after we got everythin set up then u 2 ask to help... for?? no point lor...

only when u n ur dear quarrel then u will remember u got frens... when u 2 ok?? did u remember?? no... when ur dear is scoldin ur fren.. did u even stood up n sae can dun insult my fren like this?? no rite?? then juz how important are ur frens to u?? a tool?? it may be common to put ur dear in front of frens... no one sae cannot... but then u oso shouldn't be usin ur frens.... at least cait nv once used me... she even will jio us out for dinner or lunch.. all she did was keep talkin abt the same thing... but u?? u juz purely usin us... no pt lor... if this is call fren, i rather i dun have any fren... dun compare u n deb to me n hui ting.... i and hui ting nv used each other n we went through a lot more than u can imagine... this kind of things cannot compare de...

u not a young ger.... u can go ahead n insult or scold or even hurt me for all i care.. i'm juz that kind of person.. why am i behavin weird towards u recently?? ur attitude n behavior.. at first i thought i only imaginin things... but things got so obvious... can't stand it when i do better than u?? then that's not my problem.. no one wanna compare... is u wan to compare only.. like attention?? u can have it all.. i dun mind sitting down here n doin my things quietly... i juz simply hate it when supposely a "good" fren turn out like this... reali very de sian lor...

we give u advise.. u didn't listen.. then wat's the point of approachin ppl for help?? honestly, am glad that u n kor is fine n ok... oso hope u 2 can be happy together till forever... but i dun wan to be there n let u use always... i got better things to do then that... ur topic forever always on kor... u dun live ur life for kor u noe... as a fren, i can listen... but dun expect any reaction from me.. cause i listen till sian le...

and the most weird things is when i n wx quarrel, u called to ask whether am i ok anot.. then after that u straight away ask for wx number... wat rite to u have?? u n him noe each other very well?? he hardly even talk to u lor... perhaps u reali worry abt him... but it is juz not rite lor... even hui ting, my sis for so long, nv once asked for my stead number like this.. even when she got the number, she will check whether am i ok that she sms him.. she wun even call... but u?? dun u feel weird?? i reali dun understand wat u thinkin...

honestly, noe then i understand... u, a person that is so talkative n friendly towards ppl.. how come suddenly no frens.... not because of seth only.. cause true fren, even if they dun like ur stead, they wun dump u alone.. is ur attitude... reflects back.. things reali that way sia... if u n seth no problem, u can't even be bother to contact us lor... frens.. lolx.. dun make me vomit...

i wun sae everythin is ur fault... but then i reali can't stand this any longer.... watever u like.. even if u dun ever wanna talk to me oso can... no problem.. cause if ur attitude still continue, i dun feel like talkin to u too...

*to my true frens, u guys take care... ciao~*
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