Friday, February 24, 2006
sometimes, i reali dunno whether this date is meant to be happy so sad... lolx.. so yeah... i didn't pay my hp bill, so my hp was cut off... so if i nv reply ur sms or wat... forget abt contactin me.. unless u got my hse number lor.. lolx...
at some point of time... felt like startin my life afresh.. like wat hx sae... perhaps... i am juz simply layin to myself... lolx.. who noes... 1 year 7 months... a long long time... to be exact... this is the longest relationship i am ever involve wif... did i hold on juz be'coz i simply used to havin him around or juz be'coz i'm afraid of lonliness?? i reali dun noe... perhaps, i still do love him... cause there are times that i felt i couldn't survive without him... but things juz simply seen like a past... a memory... something that is juz not there anymore...
i nv show my emotion anymore... nt to anyone... includin my 2 sis... i dunno why too... guess like every other ppl in the world, i'm learning to wear a mask... startin to becum more n more fake... lolx... no idea... juz realise i losin hope in the future... i dunno wat it prepared for me... but i dun think i'm reali to face it...
juz a song that i wanna share wif my frens... wang li hong... kiss goodbye... a very very nice song... sad though.. lolx.. anyway, i will put the bbq i had wif my DMSM pals here...




that's all... u guys take care... ciao~
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