Saturday, February 25, 2006
heyo... a new beginning for me... me n wx broke up yesterdae le.. on the 24th... sumtimes wonder whether fate is tryin to play wif human life... lolx.. start on that dae... end on that dae... well... i can't be bother le... lolx.... from now onwards... i will juz live a simply life... dun wan any bf... juz me n my frens... that's all...
why did we broke up?? erm.. mayb yesterdae was the last straw ba... the feelin juz no longer there... no longer love... juz like... 1 year 7 mths... the feelin can reduce to becum like only... i think it is juz not meant to be ba... my attitude change so much... i juz adopted the " i can't be bother" attitude... dunno why.... perhaps... i already gotten so tire le.. he admitted his feelin faded too... so i reali see no point in carrying on...
if u guys after readin this didn't catch wat i am tryin to sae... then i will be more blunt... yesterdae was the end... there will be anymore continue... no more... 2 people from 2 different world juz not meant to be... i dun wanna drag le... i'm reali afraid if this drag on, the point of being together will becum used to havin each other around... i dun wan that... i wan to marry a guy that i will love forever.. a guy that will take care of me instead of the opposite.. a guy that is mature enough to ensure me a secure future... bear in mind that wat i mean for a secure future is able to live life in comfort... not being super rich...
as for wat i plannin to do?? erm.. will juz concentrate on my studies... mayb will even go look for a part time job to save some money to go oversea... i still lookin forward for a hong kong trip.. hee hee...
dun think i'm not sad... but i juz dun wan to live n regret... no point... i will end here for now... u guys take care... ciao~
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