Hi all... back to blog... since i'm on leave and dun feel like gaming and watchin any tw drama at the moment.

Feelin a bit weird.. got too much happenin in my world... i wonder why heaven always try to make things difficult for me when i just thght things are gettin better... is it becoz i dun deserve a better life? or is it he thinks that i'm able to handle any diffculty? jus a little reminder to that person up there... i am just a kid.. turning to 21 this year.. even though i am a mum of one.. to be able to come this far, you shld already be proud of me.. i cant handle anything more.. there's a limit... and at this moment, life startin to get veri difficult.. work.. family.. financial... everythin else.. jus remember... i'm still a little ger wanting a better life and trying to make everything works.. i onli lived for 20 years and i dun have enough experience to handle all issues... i need a break and i cherish every little things that makes me happy... do remember that.. i'm not a super ger... i am jus a plain little human who has a life span of ard 70 years? let me live the other 50 years peacefully please...

ok.. after complainin... time to update my life.. my job search.. so far there been some interviews.. but nt wat i reali want.. however, wif that little experience i have, i shldn't be complainin... as for my current job? all i can sae is, the earlier i leave here, the better.. i cant take this anymore.. everydae.. go to work.. 9am go buy breakfast... 10am read newspaper.. and thereafter, do filin, admin stuff.. then slack.. honestly, it is not becoz i'm not workin.. i jus dun have anythin to do anymore... i practically begged my A.M to give me work.. however, she refused to.. hai~ dread goin to work..

CNY comin soon... n hw different i'm feelin from my other peeps.. married.. no hong bao.. somemore got to give hong bao.. lolx... gettin more broke.. but i guess i still can survive with these? lolx.. afterall, festive season shld be happy...

for that little someone: do noe that i have always love you.. jus that you came at a wrong time.. not now.. in fact, not even in future... i promise i will always remember you... inside my heart, you hold the same place as him.. love ya...

ok.. stoppin here for now.. wishin all a happy lunar new year... may the year of 2008 bring all happiness and laughter... Jean jie, happy birthday.. (noes it's a bit early...) ciao~
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