Tuesday, July 07, 2009
i HATE confinement... think it's worst then being in jail... there are like tons of things that i can't and shldn't do... so many restrictions..
1. cannot bath
2. cannot anyhow eat
3. must everyday also eat breakfast, lunch and dinner and make sure it's hot when u eat it.
4. cannot starve urself.
5. got time must jus slp...
6. cannot walk barefooted... must wear slipper to walk ard..
7. cannot beat ur 1st child..
8. cannot carry ur 1st child...
9. cannot go out... not even out of the door..
10. must wear long pants and t-shirt.. best if can wear long sleeve t-shirt..
and of course blah blah blah.. the list goes on and on and on... i got NO FREEDOM at all....
hai~ i just hate confinement.. it makes me feel so depressed... even when i'm studying... when i got exams and was grounded at home, it's more meaningful course i still will study knowing exams are near.. but now... confinement... i feel like a pig and not a human... hai~
in any case, my womb has not contracted fully yet and now i still looks like i'm 3 mths pregnant... and honestly, i'm not sure is it fat or just the womb not closed yet.. hai~ i need to slim down... the tummy looks ugly.. hai~
ok la... i will stop here for now.. btw, Baby Dylan full name is Pan Hong Zhang, Dylan.. i will inform u guys on his full month celebration details soon.
take care... ciao~
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