hey all... it's me again... as i'm super ultra bored in office, here i'm blogging away...

upcoming event.. Dylan 2nd b-day comin next Mon on 27th Jun.. will be celebrating in his sch...

i tendered last week from my job... was kind of relief to find a job and able to tender... now pending for my boss to cfm when is my last day... erm.. nt say that the job here sucks... more because my boss n i have diff working style.. i dont wan to be handheld.. i wan freedom.. i need my boss to support me n not sing a different tune... but prob like what my MD said, we might have lack communication between the 2 of us.. cause she said i'm busy while i said that i'm ultra free... but honestly, i have no desire to try and communicate with her.. esp since i already tendered... mom n dad was naggin that i change job too frequently.. but honestly, i believe that if i'm seriously unhappy in the working environment, i shld look out for opportunity elsewhere.. i need to join an organisation which i can grow.. which is willin to try out my ideas and support my decision.. not one that says she supports me but end up always say diff things to other ppl.. also, i'm still young.. i dun go explore now, wait till when then i go explore?

i hope things will be good for me in this new job.. i was warned that i might be super busy and the job is super challenging.. but i think it's good.. to be busy.. to be challenged... i think i need that kind of environment to grow.. like here... it's too easy-going.. not busy... 1 promo every 2 - 3 months? i cant get use to the slow pace... i need to be fast.. then i will feel that i got things to do.. i will look forward to come to work everyday becoz i will have things to clear.. i need to know that when i brief agency A, my boss wont say she wants B.. i need the trust n the support from my boss.. i feel now fulfilled & happy with more things to do... at least like that i noe that my role in the organisation is important.. is worthwhile...

the only concern i have now is most prob whether I will have time for Merrick & Dylan... hopefully i will be able to juggle both work n family well.. we will see in a month time.. but i'm sure i can handle well... n with dear dear support, things will definitely be better than now.. =)

ok.. shall stop here now.. ciao~ take care peeps..
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